| Apartments! |
[Jun. 29th, 2004|09:37 pm] |
funny thing about an apartment you only get so many rooms ...for instance amanda and i have an apartment that has four rooms naturally that means two more rooies! well unfortunately we have three more...
ugh, its sux ...what a situation i got myself into! you see my friend jessica our third room mate told her cousin she could room with us with out even consulting me or amanda she just mentioned the fact that she might... so unknowingly after talking with amanda and attempting to call jessica several times ...i told my cousin to room with us.
how was i supposed to know that her cousin was rooming with us already?
so i called the apartment office just to make sure if i had bumped jessica's cousin to a different room ....but it turns out jessica was lying b/c her cousin was never rooming with us in the first place! yeah funny how life works.... amanda love the deffinition peace of your last entry....muah!
peace ...thats all i have to say ...see ya on the fourth kiddos!!! bye... |
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| Missing you all! |
[Jun. 23rd, 2004|12:36 am] |
i miss everyone so very much ...can not talk long though!
i no it sux i havnt written in forever but i been working so i can have a apartment next year....omg my cousins dog is going crazy....she is hyper active ...oh jeez! SADATIVE NOW PLEASE!
got to dog sit this weekend....it was great to see my dog and keit came to see me with a friend for my cousin. we all stayed at my dads. it was great fun but its kinda hard to like someone that you no you will probably never see again once i go back to lsu...not that i see him all that much here because he lives in fort worth...but yeah!
i dunno i want a relationship real bad ar someone i can count on but that will never happen now that i live in TX because it wouldnt be fair for either of us...
love everyone bye! |
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| Long Time No Type! |
[Jun. 7th, 2004|03:54 pm] |
OMG it has been a while.... sorry guys! believe me you will not be disappointed i have alot to type.
let me first start out by saying.... finding a job really bites!
secondly dads are assholes all together there is no other way to describe them...
so my dad calls me to have lunch with him today... i said great i mean i am really trying to get along with him. we had lunch and everything was great! then i asked him if i could have the dogs for just three hours and bring them back???....he said ok. well we went to the mall together and he starts talking on the phone. When he got off, he starts telling me i cant take the dogs for a little while anymore because my mom isnt gonna bring them back... who said anything about mom? he is such an ass... he cant not talk bad about my mom for one day... so i got pissed at him for even making the assumption i wouldnt bring the dogs back. i told him he can not punish me for my moms mistakes and that he must really love to see me suffer. well he got pissed i said that so he says... now listen closely because this statment is critical to the story.... "well if you do not bring the dogs back i am going to cut you off and you will never see a penny." yes, word for word out the horses mouth... believe it! I was so mad i told him that what he just told me shows how little he really does care about me and he could take his money and shove it where the sun dont shine! he is no longer my father and i am officially cut off... let me just tell ya amanda i feel your pain. i would rather spend the rest of my life paying off a loan then use his money or have to talk to him again for money...! he is no longer my father to me ...he is dead to me ...and i mean that truely!
they say the only man you can depend on is your father... well what happens when you cant depend on him anymore???
On to a better note ...the tubing trip two weekends ago with my sister was awesome! i was the only girl who didnt flip out of her tube during any rapids on the river. i did manage to lose my flip flops though and my belly button ring broke but other then that yeah! picture this ... a bunch of college students drinking liquor from 12pm to 4am everyday for 4 days straight ....thats how much fun i had...lol! i met a guy named keith ...he was pretty cool dont worry i was a good girl but its to bad nothing can happen since he lives in fort worth texas. isnt that always the way though...
i dont want to bore people ....but i might be comming in next weekend! woo hoo texas is so not louisiana... keep ya informed bye loves! |
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| No words! |
[May. 17th, 2004|12:44 pm] |
there are no words that i can say to even begin to describe how incredibly mad i was at scott... but i am giving him a 10th chance to redeem himself.
i mean if amanda thinks he is ok then there has to be SOMETHING good about him ...even if i cant see it.
i dunno i feel like everytime i finally start thinking he is a good guy he does something that disappoints me.
hey, im just looking out for my girl amanda she deserves better than the pussy she keeps getting.
im real excited because im going to get my computer fixed today ...hurray!
i hate the host of extreme dating...wow that was really random!
Bad news: my mom is not moving back to new orleans anymore... she couldnt get the appartment.
it sux... my hopes are so low right now ...its hard to grow up your whole life getting used to one thing and then when your finally settled have to start from scratch with another.
i just dont want to grow up, i hate change:
-forget them, forget them all, come with me so you'll never NEVER have to worry about grown up things again. |
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| This FUCKING sux! |
[May. 13th, 2004|12:15 am] |
yeah i better hurry up and write this fucking journal because my computer is so stupid and caught that national virus going around'
who is drained from studying....me me... seriously i feel like its the end of senior year all over again!
yeah my computer really sux sometimes....especially when you are trying to watch a gurl ejaculating spit out of her mouth on to a penis with six people in your room and it keeps shutting down....lol... dont ask if you were not there....its too complicated to explain.
i am leaving to go to TX in a little more then a week...ugh i am not looking forward to leaving my friends but at the same time i need money to help me pay for my apartment and i already have a job in TX!
Even better my mom is moving back to new orleans isnt that great i no yeah i am excited unfortunately she wont be moving in time for this summer.... but its still cool.
yeah i there is something extremely wrong with me because i have watched the new peter pan (jeremy sumpter.... ooooh baby) like 10 times in the past three days. i just cant get enough of the movie it is soooo good.... for those of you that havent seen it get it before its to late.... it is the best!!
fuck its shuting down i can only leave you with one phrase ..."I do believe in fairies i do i do".... |
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| WOW! |
[May. 1st, 2004|01:40 am] |
yeah...i have no idea what i am feeling tonight.
i have not really been writing in my journal because my computer we think has a virus...but i am hoping it is a false alarm. damn i hate herget!
i thought i was gonna be happy comming up to TX for the weekend. its proven to be unsucessful because all i keep thinking about is being with my friends. i miss them already...i guess i am just lonely over here because i dont no the territory...
good news:
-my mom is letting me come back to LSU next year on a trial basis, huray! she also agreed to let me live in an apartment!
-we are signing with University Commons on monday ... excitment!
bad news:
-it rained really hard today and i almost missed my plane to TX.
-i will miss all my friends this summer
-i dont think i am over daniel. now that the initial anger of the whole break up is gone i feel like puddy... if that makes any sense.
i am happy though that i actually found good friends that i can hang with and call my girls, group, etc. u no what i mean! its hard to find a good group of friends. therefore, i want it to be known that i appreciate yall! muah!
OK... about the guy situation...i do not have a comment on one little thing. seriously i like the way things are now... not knowing what gonna happen. by the way... chris deffinitely bought us a whole case of budweiser ...how cool is that? shiiiit ...im liking this. Sorry he was so quiet...maybe he is just shy around a crowd.
Any who ....i love everyone in the world...even those smurfs with no testicles! |
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| I skipped class! UGH! |
[Apr. 21st, 2004|01:35 pm] |
There really is no distinct reason for it but yeah i skipped class again.
maybe i just can not take school anymore ...i have no drive ...i feel that i lack emotion. maybe it is not that at all ...maybe it is a over load of emotions. where i feel everything all at once and it is physically impossible to decipher between them all.
well my birthday is around the corner...SUNDAY...and i have yet to be excited about it. now dont get me wrong i am excited that all my girls are gonna come in to new orleans and take me out. but i dunno i just dont feel like its my birthday to celebrate.
i dont no whats come over me, i should be happy... im single, im doing a little better in school, my birthday is sunday, and im going to be in a wedding... im just a retard sometimes i guess.
ok, about the rickey thing. i dont like him... at least i think i dont... but i do like talkin to him. he is such a great guy and he makes me laugh when i need to smile. plus i know i can count on him. i hate to think of him as my security blanket because he is a little more then that. i dunno, no guy has called me and shown me that much attention since the break up. "its complicated" is my best answer!
to change the subject...i really do like this journal business! its awesome and thanks amanda for hooking me up with this shit. i can get all my feelings out and it makes me feel so special when people respond. somehow i am not so depressed anymore.
that ugh in the title was for you randy! |
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| i hate my life |
[Apr. 18th, 2004|04:37 pm] |
i know she isnt mad but i still feel i worded what i said badly. i really didnt mean it that way. i dont want to talk about it so i am writin it. i dunno!
no one who reads this knows what i am talkin about but me ...ugh! i die when it comes to the silent treatment. i guess i sort of feel like i pulled a liddy and it kills me to know that. not that it is a bad thing but i wanna be me ...different.
i am so alone! well at least i feel that way sometimes. i cant handle this much longer.
i dont even know if i want to go to the movies tonight?
I HATE MY LIFE! i just cant do anything. |
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| Kill Bill |
[Apr. 16th, 2004|01:51 am] |
OMG! what is that movie? volume 2???
anyways tom. is sarah's party and i can not wait. all the girls are still over my dorm room. we talking about how stupid men can be. i just dont understand it.
i dunno this weekend hopefully is fun... wait what am i talking about its sarah of course it will be fun! sarah is shirly temple curls...hehe..yeah she is. i wish amy were here too though.
I just got a new instant message name and new buddies i am excited. sarah humped ppl. today....i am randomly quoting what i here them saying in the back of my ear as a write. VANILLA garbage bags are great. wal-mart baby!
ok yeah i got to do homework ugh! yeah randy thats right ugh is my word...lol!
bye kids! |
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| Pink Post It's |
[Apr. 14th, 2004|11:19 pm] |
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Wow, i think i might have the best roomie ever.
amanda is great i mean i was feeling so down i was even gonna skip class, and she put PINK post its all over the room. now i will never forget how much of an asshole daniel was to me. it was great!
oh yeah i saw my carebear on the O.C. tonight. I felt special, i want to be julia. She is so pretty and her hair is so perfect.
Cookie night was fun but i feel so drained. its like all the energy i have or did have is pulled out of me. i saw daniel but i felt numb.
well we are going to aarons to get liqoured up! bye bye i love everyone.
p.s. thanks amanda and randy!
p.p.s. I wrote this journal biotch!!! |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 13th, 2004|12:53 am] |
I dont get upset until night time. You didin't have to write that.
My carebear glows in the dark. The arms are short. They look stupid. Nevermind. It's only on the front.
Daniel turned out to be an asshole. HE lied for the last month we were going out. But I am over it. Or at least trying to be. I worte on my hand today " noone loves me"
But I know Amanda loves me.
On a better note tonight i got drunk with 3 of my better freinds. Sarah, Amanda, and Megan. We went to canes too.
I don't want to belive him. All those months lied to, and it's like....WHAT THE HELL? SOmetimes i feel like the only person i can count on is myself.
All that comes out when your drunk. During the day I put on a front, but I can't cry it out...i have lost all my tears. Can't physically cry. Maby I didin;t care for him as much as i thought i did.
I am taking it better then i thought i would. Eveerything comes to and end unfortuantlky.
ALL I CAN THINK of is sarah;s [arty!!!!! |
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